1 AM

Why are thoughts the loudest at night, in your room, and on your bed? It’s like, the world is the most silent at night and your mind has the audacity to be racing that fast and keeping you awake. Being sleepy? Not a chance.

“Hey, remember when…?”

“What if…?”

“Do you think it could be…?”

“What would happen…?”

And all these fake scenarios and conversations that feel like you need to continue before it comes to an ending.

Maybe I should write it down. I could probably make the most random, weirdest, and not-makes-any-sense story. But, I don’t think I would let anyone know that it comes from the mind of Prily Calista right? Hahaha.

Anyway, this is written at 1.36 AM, I’m listening to The Paper Kites, thought it would be a way to make me feel sleepy, turns out it push me to write this😅. I usually avoid trying to sleep while I don’t feel sleepy, cause it would just make me fake-sleeping for approximately 1–2 hours, and it’s uncomfortable. You ever have that kind of sleep right? That sleep that everytime you were about to fall asleep, your body/brain wakes you up. It really gives you the weirdest feeling ever, and you just become frustated that you lose 1–2 hours of sleep and you’re more and more closer to the morning.

Oh, I just remember that TikTok hack that tells you to try lettuce water before sleep. I think I will buy lettuce tomorrow or I think, today.